|photo taken by me| I’ve been wondering why the sky is so extra pretty today and why it looked like heaven was literally smiling down on me…then it Hit me ! Today is the 16th…Today makes 9 months since two young thugs took my brother life…shooting him multiple times | STOP GUN VIOLENCE| , since they changed the world of my loved ones and I, since a piece of my heart was stolen from me , since I truly learn to forgive, since i gotten stronger than ever before , since I became closer to God , since a lot … I can’t say I didn’t cry today because I did and i cry often when I think about my brother and life but I smile …I smile often thinking of his crazy eyes and goofy laugh or that time I tried to fight him and the other time he sat on my bed and listen to my feeling and l told me to not cry ….see life has a funny way of letting us live, we have to live in fear, happiness, sadness , and so much more emotions but we must BE AWARE of those feeling and BE IN CONTROL … I hope everyone who knew my brother or maybe your loved one passed on a 16th and today your reflecting…I hope NO! I pray your okay…I pray your looking at the brighter side and see the rainbow in your storm!! Love you …but not as much as God loves you! BE BLESSED.